I'm mentally and physically exhausted... 

I'm so burnt from this weekend.. 

My emotions are all over the place.. 

I really do need tomorrow off to get myself together.. 

Friday doesn't count cause that's when the chaos started.. 

I feel so terrible.. 

I want nothing more then to what I can for him.. 

And in reality there's nothing I can say or do to make him feel any better.. 

Things are doing nothing but going down hill for me..