i just want to be alone.. 

but when im alone.. and i want is to be comforted by someone.. 

but when i try to find that comfort.. nobody seems to say the right things.. 

maybe there is no right thing to say right now??

maybe this is just one of those things where time is the only medicine.. 

all i know is that today when ever anybody hugged me.. all i wanted to do was cry.. 

and i dont cry very easy.. 

right now my eyes are so watery its crazy.. 

i just want to be with him right now.. 

its so hard when two people want completely different things.. 

i need you so bad right now..