it's crazy how you can work soooo hard for something.
Spend weeks.. months.. years.. building it up..
and then in a matter of moments.. things fall apart..
words slip out.. and things are never the same again..
things change so fast.
its like you blink. and everything changes.
i realize that life doesn't slow down or wait for nobody..
but it would be nice for things to stay one way for at least a little..
I don't take change very well..