see thats what makes me maddd .

good girls end up with bad guysss. 

good guys end up with bad girlsss . 

your an awsome guyyyy . 

such a sweetheart... 

really cute.. 

athletic.. 

smart.. 

with a smile that could kill.. 

but your wasting your time on a girl with a "boyfriend"

a girl whos gonna break your heartttt . 

when i want you. 

when i wouldnt hurt you or do you wrong! 

ugh it makes me sick.. 

and then there YOU are.. 

beautiful.. selfless. 

smart. your definitely going places.. 

and your wasting your time on HIM. 

he obliviously holding you back and not right for you!! 

come on!!! 

WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATEDDDDD . 

UGH . 

ITS DISGUSTING . 

what is it with you ??

Our story started way back in 7th grade.. And here we are.. about to be juniors.. and its still the same thing.. We were friends.. More then friends.. Friends.. More the friends.. Enemies.. Best friends.. And I still say your my best friend.. Your my everything. Honestly. You know me inside and out.. Your an amazing person. I can honestly and truly say i love you. It's been a game of Cat and Mouse.. and We've switched roles back and forth . I don't know what it is with you..?! and it frustrates me!! I want you.. I do.. But each time we try it doesn't work!! We both make stupid ass mistakes. So we say we'll be best friends.. And that works.. Until I notice another girl falling for you.. Ugh it drives me crazyy!!! cause i know that IS and SHOULD be mine! You give me so many mixed feelings. 

But what scares me most is.. 

I think we're really done now.. 

This last time.. was really THE LAST TIME.. 

i guess 3rd times NOT the charm.. 

makes me sad because we both know we could've had something great.. 

LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND.. 

FAME ATHLETICS!!

i started todayyyyyyyy . 

ahhh mannn im so excited. 

new steps in my life.. 

with cheer, but more importantly, in making a better me. =]

im learning new things about myself. 

you know what they say.. 

you never know how strong you are until your only choice is to be strong.. 

=]

40 hours of 100% juice!!

That's my groups nameeee!!! 

Ha don't ask exactly what it mean cause I'm not really sure .

We're just a bunch a weirdos like that . 

Anyways the book we read was The Bell Jar. 

It kind of started off REALLY REALLY slow.. but as the book goes on and you get more into her depression and how serious it is, it gets really interesting. 

While readying the book you almost feel her pain.. In some of the ways I can relate to her.. 

The feeling of being in a bell jar. Like your trapped.. Like everyone is watching you. Watching to see what your going to do next, waiting to see if your going to crack . 

But I'm not as crazy as her.. 

I at least I don't think so.. 

hahahahahaha

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